Kath(Ryn)

we as in my lonely self. to —–>!!! supercrazyawesome.tumblr.com i’ll keep this site up, buuut, after seeing (and totally loving) fuckyeahlesbians.tumblr.com, gotta say…pretty much.

2 girls both of whom i kissed but then the one i wasnt as interested in got a boy friend later and i think i told my parent about the one..lol i love kisses! and then there was a thing with three things and the middle one was a ball with dark blue crystals spiking out swinging back and forth towards me in 3d then i unzipped it or something and it was omelets or blueprints.

extra paint i combined for my large canvas but when i went to put it on i had already almost finished it.

spiked pendulum in 3d then became 2d omelets or blueprints

boxing

driving in a car trying to meet up with another car. they told me to take a picture of where i was and send it to them and they could track me that way but i already had a tracker on them and they had just passed me on the adjacent road that i was about to turn onto anyway

bodysnatchers tag. abandoned airport or hotel. carpet. windows.

somebody who i had to fight i somehow saw getting a scythe and something else then a woman influenced them to put it back. and then

…it’s a little out of order. but that’s ok! because i remembered a lot of it yay regular sleep schedules!

from the past 2 days! 5 dreams!! cause regular sleep patterns are for people who dont take an animation class!

3 claymores crossing montgomery on oglethorp. Sophie’s dorm hallway, motion sensors trip releasing a t rex. We barrel down the hallway and turn the corner and hide in a closet’s alcove. Fishing in a mountainous river stream and not eating them. The muscle and meat of the breast is meaty through the skin and fat. Airplane from the philippines.

Country roads: People who get married in taxis. Being late to class my mom driving me in mini cooper. Ukrainian girl who was lost and the avalon that didnt have a driver. Hot air balloons. Church wedding. Skiing with nikki and sara, then emily joining.

i dont remember what happened in this one, other than it was an alternate reality to this one that actually was my life, but different. and i had a girlfriend or a princess or i was some kind of princess or something. but it took place by the weston bridge and west boundary.

monster vampireness. unicorn/horse tower. monty capture stations and WoW club. lvl 65 troll. dark base jumping crystally place. shimmy along the edge a child created. indoor outdoor ambiguity

check out of a store in a strip mall type place. fort collins? mini kitty at out feet but it was a panda. the bed of a truck along lush tree lines driving. laying on top of a cage with small animals in it. going inside of a pizza place and the guy with glasses saying as he counts his wad of cash that unlike the rest of us he has two weeks to do nothing but make mass money in his part time job. the pizza guy makes the C-_____ wrong which looks like an inverted sandwich mixed with a calzone. the whole place gets really tense and quiet and i feel like popping my lips.

and thats whats happened. and sorry for the delays again folks. i either have been dreaming but dont have time, or just not dreaming at all or not remembering anything.

so if i wasnt already surprisingly obsessed with this song and beyonce, pomplamoose just had to go and make an AMAZING cover, which can be found on youtube here :#mce_temp_url#

so last night my dream felt really long. the gist of it (because it was scary and im about to go to bed) was that there were these things that took you away, and you had to do things so that they wouldnt get you, like: making sure your hair is wet (because they dont like the smell) and when the sun goes down, dont have the lights on or else theyll know youre awake when they stand in your room creepily. i remember one swooping down from a tall tall clock tower and snatching a balding man up.. after which i promptly poured most of my bottled water over my head. for some reason i knew this all took place at smith college, because it was college, and there werent any boys around. at the beginning a few people were dressed up as the things, which kinda looked like blurry less attractive version of that alien girl from farscape (i think) which the white hair and dark make up and she was blue grey. and i wanted her hair. there was also something about a docking area, with the warehouses and such, and it was nighttime.

so that felt really long, but the second one! totally less time frame but more description i guess. daniel faraday from lost was there and he was a train conductor for one of those old steam/coal ones, and it was winter. the train stopped a little before the next town because faraday’s guy friend had to get off. or he had to get off. and the town was at the bottom on this cliff, nestled and a steep valley. it was also night time so i couldnt tell if there were mountains on th other side as well. so the train stops by the cliff, the town on its right and a mountain in front (the train had to go around the mountain which would take it farther away from the town, before reaching the station on the other side). and so that was that part.

the next part of that dream was in a classroom with multiple levels roman theater style. there were four levels i can remember with the lowest by the front blackboard, window, and in front of the door. so when you go in, the classroom opens to your left, and the windows are along the opposite wall. the level you start at is actually the third level. so a guy was introducing himself because he was new and he looked like puck from glee, but more fragile looking. he had shadows from shaving or something.  and so while he’s introducing himself, these two guys from “were the world mine” (the rugby players) are like, sort of cuddling and interlocking their hands and moving them around and stuff. so the teacher gets mad at them and is like “what’er you doing over there?” in reference to their hands, not the cuddling during class, of course. and then they explain and charade how this new guy is a mouse (because of this hand position and- *dramatically lunges*). so then someone is all “who in here is gay?” and almost everyone raises their hand. and then “who’s straight?” and these two girls propping their arms on the railing raise their hands and high five like “yeah we’re straight!” and they were blond and had side swept bangs and eye liner….

and that’s what happened.

exactly. crazy schtuff happened. i was lavie from last exile, we landed our van ship down in a parking lot of a garage and i started to work on the engine of something. italian food in tristate slums. camels. creeper joe. bus. ryan. hotel. bathtub phone. e ticket. plane. monsoon.

and beeping. which apparently was induced by a text message.

it was germany and quite last-exile-like.  there was something about drowning and a carwash in a hotel in which the water kept rising. the carwash itself was in a former cornfield though, where the race was going to be held.  anyway, my partner and i had a chariot type thing, and the white horses eventually revealed themselves to be mechanical and broke down whil we were by the wegmans in the clouds. the entrance way became a corridor, at the end of which was the finish line. tatianna (my partner’s name) somehow ended up on top of me, and facedown, i had to crawl towards the finish with her lying on my back. not particularly comfortable. and there were other things, but ive forgotten them.

and that’s what happened.

i havent been dreaming nearly as much this week as i had been hoping to. maybe cause im sore all over from exercising. cause im athletic like that. …yeah.

anyway, a few nights ago, there was a metal military ship i was travelling on, and i came out from the inside and it was really bright outside, and there was an idea of a port-a-pottie. and new jersey or new york. but there was driving at night along this one road is MD, but it was snowing and raining. later on i was at the funeral of nelson mendela, and i was sitting in one of the arm areas (like, the church was shaped like clarice’s http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/a/a1/Claymore_anime_rank_symbols.gif), and i was in the right side one. and so the main (i should know all of these church part names…) NAVE (ha!!) was really wide, and divided into two sides, with an aisle through the center. the pews were diagonally situated towards the center front. nelson mendela was on a slightly raised platform of red grooved plastic which had both pews facing the back of the church and an empty coffin, the coffin lid in line with the rest of it. like an open book.

so im sitting there, and  there is a person placing the foot holder parts of skiis in front of each person, and we had to wear them so that when we step up onto the platform, we wont slide off. i fall in line to see nelson mendela, but i dont go up onto the platform. as i circle back around to go to my seat, i see him face down on the pew, and his grey hair had a flat top like an upside down pyramid. then he sits up confused and looks around, then lays back down. nobody notices but me, and i try to tell everyone that he’s still alive. but they tell me im being disrespectful and how dare i say such a thing! silly women with their sunday hats in violet velvet.

later on i had my horse (this made sense in the dream…ive never had a horse though), and he was beautiful and black and his mane was wirey and fluffy. it was the first time ever, or in a long time that i was riding him, but we were escaping during the night from somewhere.  i also had 3 or 4 other horses that were much stronger looking and they were black with firey smoke emanating from them, and they had halberds or something. anyway, as i headed west along sunrise my horse collapsed round landers and i clutched his neck and felt how plush his hair was. but he couldnt get up anyway.

so that was a few nights ago. now laaast night…>_> ill sum it up

part 1: cruise ship. “about still sleeping together for christmas as our yearly affair?” “oh…i didnt know about this. but awesome!” mickey’s red carpets. the parents somehow know and insist on stalling me.

part 2: a video rental store. its being overrun with ivy. as we look up a room emerges from the side of a brick building’s second floor. “ive replaced your 3 bedroom swamp house with a two bedroom conservatory with pastel flower patterns. and a lawn.” night.

part 3: a chinese painter from a dynasty calls into work with his telephone. he’s not sick but wants to paint. it’s also his job. he becomes sick and endlessly vomits into the pond which has wooden walkways and a building over it.

and that’s what’s been happening.

so this morning i had to go to a funeral which started at nine and ended at about 1230. in my dream, i woke up at 218 in the afternoon and when i realized i had slept through my alarm. then ben lodi was there, but he looked different, and something about boy scouts, and we went to sleep together and julie nawn along with some other people were there too, cause it was a party at my house but it was out in the woods at the same time. there was something about an elevator. anyway, i was at my old house by the laundry room/my current house’s conservatory, and louis (the french kid staying with us) was making fun of me for waking up late so i tried to attack him with this picture tube which was really big, but he kept blocking me and it was just such a big mess i had to wake up. which i did.

and horrified, i checked my phone to see what time it was, and sure enough i slept through my 7am alarm….but it was only 730. thank god.

and thats what happened.

i dont appreciate when giant flying sand worms from dune are chasing me on my balloon moped. we were in the future. it was by the commodore barry bridge. there was a cliff instead of water. some evil dude.

and then it was the past! and there was chorus and i was a junior, and the baroness was a sophomore cause she had longish hair then. andd there was a space in the risers but they were super huge increments from step to step.

and then there was my square floor pillow from school and it could FLY. and it was exciting and i was being chased again (why am i always being chased?! seriously..). and then there was food. …lo mein i think.

and then there was a monster forest. and something like a venus fly trap, except worse. it was all tendrilly and prickly, like weeds. and it caught this young thing and it was agonizing and then it ENDED. and i remember thinking at the end “and thats all i remember” as if i was prepping what to say for this. hah.

and thats what happened.

ps: so i notived jsut randomly, that im not consistant with my apostraphes. but there is reason to it! see, if i word doesnt have a doppleganger with a different meaning depending on whether or not it has an apostraphe, i leave it out. but like, “its” and “it’s” have two different meanings, so ill add the apostraphe when i need it. but “dont”…isnt a word, so it’s obviously “don’t”. basically, theyre (doesnt need one due to spelling)…yeah.